hope it's going to go higher, right? i would venture to guess that it is. if you're looking back, what do you think you're going to be talking about about yourselves, about what you're proud of? >> it's a very fascinating question, don lemon. >> i think any moment that we've had together and separately, we look back and say, we had no idea, in a good way. i think that's what it means to still be inspired. >> i want to not be wistful, i guess. i want to try to live right now in a way that makes me just happy, look back fondly instead of trying to claim, oh, man, you don't even know what i had, you don't even know what it was like, a million chicks, 100 parties, several friends. i don't want to be like that. i want to feel like -- that was nice. this is nice, too. i want to think like, i'm happy, i knew a little bit less than than i know now.